U see this boy ? He looks happy right ? 
Telling jokes , smiling , having a great time and ......
Dying inside . He's hurt . And tired .tired of the drama . Tired of not being good enough , tired of life . But he does not want to look dramatic , weak and attention seeking . So he keeps it all inside . Acts like everything's perfect but cries at night . So everybody thinks that he's the happiest person they know . That he has no problems and that his life is perfect . If they only knew the truth ............

jangan suka mengambil kesempatan

keras kan statement tu

tapi tu la hakikat sebenar sekarang neh

cukup2 anti dengan owg yg suka amek kesempatan neh

macam kate pepatah

da bagi betis nak peha

kesabaran seseorang pon ade batas nye jugak

jadi jangan la nak diuji batas kesabaran seseorang tu

kerana anda tak akan suka melihat diri 1 lagi sesorang itu

yang belom pernah anda lihat sebelom neh

so I'm SINCERELY asking you right now

DON'T TEST MY PATIENCE

BECAUSE YOU WON'T LIKE IT

TRUST ME ON THIS

p/s: jgn ingt kalau orang tu senyap makna nye dy setuju ngan anda okay

what do i see in you

that makes me go nuts

u can't believe if i'm telling u all sort of things that i've been suffering right now

i've seen u anywhere

i can't stop thinking about u

even when i didn't want to think about it

u juz pop up in my mind

lingering in my thought

who r u to torment me like this??

who give u the right to keep appearing in front of me??

i'm going crazy

n the worst part of it is

i didn't even know

why do i keep thinking about u

whenever i'm trying to forget

u just keep appearing

n smiling in my mind

OH MY GOODNESS

even now i keep thinking about u

WHY WHY WHY????

I tried my best

but obviously it just wasn't good enough for you

I don't know what to do anymore

All I'm thinking is just you

Is it me the one who is wrong here??

I'm sorry

I don't know what to do

I can't keep you out from my head

All the things that I do

Every single things

Will just make me remember about you

What can I do??

What should I do??

When I ask did you want to stop

I just want to hear the word NO coming from your mouth

Is it that difficult

I didn't request too much

Am I that sickening to look at

What crime did I do

That I just can't forget you

If loving you was a mistake

Than I hope to repeat that mistake over and over again

Yes I'm talking about you

This whole blog

My whole post in the blog is all about you

Yet you just don't care

You treat me just like I'm invisible

Did I look fun enough to laugh at

Did I look ridiculous enough to you

Really Really Really Dissapointed. . . .